It's coming, and I don't know what to do - it just hurts.

2022.01.29 10:19 DisappointmentOnTap It's coming, and I don't know what to do - it just hurts.

We had the same fight last night that we've been having for so long, only this time he was meaner. He always says cruel things, and then I cry, and then I'm "making it all about me and my feelings". There's so much resentment built up, because no matter how hard I try to make the changes he needs, or the type of breakfast that he wants, I always fumble. I'm good for a few days, I get the breakfast right, but there is always the mistrust that I'll fuck it up again, that I'm doing it "on purpose to sabotage our marriage, to undermine him." I know I'm being vague, and it's VASTLY more complicated than just breakfast preferences, but there hasn't been any infidelity on either side, and we're both people with varying levels of trauma in our histories (his up-bringing was horrible and I hope both of his parents live long enough to suffer 50 times the damage they've done to him, to us.) but we also are both big-hearted.There used to be so much love, now there is just anger, pain, resentment, tears. We've been together through 19 tumultuous years, married for nearly 15 years (1 cat, no kids), and I just don't know where to start to unravel the wrong. I've tried to be better, I was in therapy for a bit, but the therapist wasn't really a good fit & didn't help much (I'm willing to try again but it's so hard right now). He says I ruined everything. I'm not perfect, but I've tried, earnestly, to be the best wife I can be. I love him, I want him to be happy and fulfilled in all the ways that make life worth living, and I had hoped that I would be the person that would help create that life with him, but all I do is make things worse. He told me that he's done with me, he gives up, and that I should just "stay the fuck out of his way". I'm not sure what today will be like. I know he wants out, and I don't want to hurt him any more than I have so I guess I just have to learn how to let go gracefully. I wish there was such a thing as a "Divorce Doula" because I can't even get my head around how to figure out what I should do, shouldn't do, how to reduce complications and try to avoid making things more contentious than necessary. I know it's going to hurt, but I just want to make the painful parts less so for both of us. I'm not sure what I wanted from posting this, but I appreciate the space to vent. If I've violated a rule, my apologies.I'm a mess right now.
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2022.01.29 10:19 arrantrosie Cloth wipes

We've been successfully using cloth diapers for a couple months (thanks for all the help) and I'm ready to step up to cloth wipes too! I have the wipes already, but want to know what you all use to wet them.
What solution do you use? Do you use a spray bottle or keep them in a container pre-moistened? Give me all your tips!
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2022.01.29 10:19 Quinnsterr98 Dexcom G7. Left is the overpatch. Right is the sensor insertion device. You can see how much smaller it is compared to the g6

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2022.01.29 10:19 Alpacas_Are_Cute_ kokomi my beloved 💙

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2022.01.29 10:19 Art_life2022 We’re all in together… part 2

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2022.01.29 10:19 March_Explorer 中環渡輪碼頭 Central Ferry Piers, mhp1993, Jan 2022 #7號天星碼頭 #6號坪洲梅窩 #5號長洲 #4號榕...

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2022.01.29 10:19 Dr-Toz What are your views?

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2022.01.29 10:19 Nancc6 Nooks buying for 111 bells

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2022.01.29 10:19 bowman290 What's a show you ruined for yourself by overwatching to death.

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2022.01.29 10:19 Darknar_PT My Controller is acting up

Hi , first time posting on here, today my ps4 controller just started turning on and off by itself, im not sure what to do i tried resseting it but nothing changed, has anoyone had the same or similar problem? it also just randomly activates the quick meno without me pressing the ps button
I would appreciate come help, since buying a new one at the moment isnt really a good option
Thanks for the help!!
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2022.01.29 10:19 w_adrian12 H: 30k caps W: if possible to buy traveling leather coat

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2022.01.29 10:19 Beeninya "Lwów Eaglets – the defence of the cemetery" by Wojciech Kossak (1926). A painting depicting Polish youths in the Battle of Lemberg (1918) against the West Ukrainian People's Republic proclaimed in Lviv.

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2022.01.29 10:19 fuzzy-french-fries The game isn't letting me sign in and just giving me this white box does anybody know how to fix this I've tried everything I can think of but nothing is working

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2022.01.29 10:19 Pokemaniacgaming Are there any MinoMonsters Ipa’s that I can download?

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2022.01.29 10:19 jm___________ Wedding speakers help

Hi there,
A question for the couples getting their own speakers for their wedding of 80 guests or more: - Can you please share pics/links of the ones you're using/you've used?
Trying to gauge prices over here so any help would be appreciated - ty 🙂
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2022.01.29 10:19 Maegor2001 Understanding post production

Most shows and movies take 5-6months for post production. If a show has 10 episodes then it takes 1 month to edit 2 episodes. A bunch of the cast wrapped last year and early this year so we know that the majority of the content had already been filmed by NovembeDecember 2021. It stands to reason that post production began NovembeDecember which includes -ADHR, VFX, editing and including the music scores. This brings me to my main point, from November 2021 to march 2022 (5 months) that all episodes must have been well edited and completed by march this year. If they're editing the show chronologically that means at the very least the first five episodes will be ready by late April/May and the remainder episodes would be continually be worked on until the final day it releases! Stay tuned for theory on the "marketing" and what it can tell us about the release!
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2022.01.29 10:19 ohyeesh Life partner equals best friend

Been dating for years, had lots of flings, dates, whatever. This year and last year been taking dating a bit more seriously with intent on not wasting my time/others time. Looking for a LTR essentially.
Now I have been seeing someone for a few months and I do really like him. Here is a guy who is finally (seemingly) really into me and I like that. He’s cute, funny, got his stuff together, a good guy all around.
Now I’m inside my head thinking about how do we know a person is the right one. Is having a SO/ partner /husband be your best friend a strong factor or commonality in relationships that actually last? Can you really like or love someone and have feelings for them but have them not be your best friend as well?
It’s in wedding speeches too “I’m so glad I married the man of my dreams and my best friend” or origin relationship stories that started out “we were best friends in school and now we are married”. Something like that. And now I’m just curious how other peoples relationships are currently with the person you are dating or married to. Are you “best friends”? Is it really important for a lasting romantic relationship?
Of course I like the guy I am seeing right now and have fun with him etc, I just don’t know if I could say oh ya he’s my best friend as well. I don’t want to be disingenuous or fooling myself or him / leading him on. At the end of it... are we supposed to be best friends??
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2022.01.29 10:19 Hasanimohammed The Poor Tumble While the Rich Rise in Iran

Due to the regime’s corruption and ineptitude, Iranians’ living standards have significantly diminished, and poverty ravages their lives. Everyone except the regime’s functionaries is feeling the pain.
Decades of corruption and mismanagement, coupled with Tehran’s hostilities toward the international community, have caused the national currency to plunge from 43,000 rials to a US dollar to 280,100 this week at the open market. Meanwhile, everything from rent to clothing prices is based on the dollar because most raw materials are imported. So people are spending much more of their incomes on much less.
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2022.01.29 10:19 jorick12345678 Regice raid on me 2714 7941 6553

Pls join
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2022.01.29 10:19 Burth67 Micro E-mine S&P 500 and E-mini S&P 500

Can someone please explain what is or if anything is wrong in my observation what is written below on the Micro E-mine S&P 500 and E-mini S&P 500. When the Micro E-mine S&P 500 was created , I read that this market would in the beginning not have much volume and little volatility but as lots of people start to trade this market that will change, thus seeing more volume and volatility.
Now according to my understanding the Micro ES would be traded in its own marketplace and should have its own data feed. Now I trade on Ninja trader 8 platform and of course Micro E-mine and data from the CME group.
I have been seeing for a while now that the volatility for Micro ES is quite higher than normal. So I decided to compare it to the E-mini ES, and to my surprise the data feed of both the Micro ES and E-mine ES was identical. Witch raise the question how is this possible, I could accept that there could be correlation between the two data streams, but being identical this I did not expect.
So I took a picture of what I saw 2 two minutes candlestick chart side by side one showing the E-mine ES and the other the Micro E-mini. Now my question is, are we being manipulated in to thinking we are trading in one market but instead our trades are conducted in another marketplace where the volatility so high and violent that a small account trading the Micro E-mini could be wipe-out in a matter of minutes before you realise what is happening?.
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2022.01.29 10:19 TheShittyMemeCleaner Love me some spongebob memes

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2022.01.29 10:19 Theaniel 400dmg heavy top?

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2022.01.29 10:19 Hu3yKnewTHen 2 Chainz on Chloraseptic appreciation thread

Insane to me how Em cut him off of the original version, he went insane. He really rhymed “tabernacle” with “adams apple” like come on now lol
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2022.01.29 10:19 kaoru-ueno I drew Felicia trying to hold a pose

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2022.01.29 10:19 lumut1993 Started my sugarfree challenge, but I feel tired, will headache go away soon?

So, this is a little bit of my previous backgrond. I work sitting about 8 hours a day, and I used to eat white bread with mermelade or chocolate cookies for breakfast/snack.
I used to eat food the greasier the better, with a lot of bread at 2PM. At 5PM, 2 yogurts, which I found to have 11 grams of sugar each, and then for dinner another big meal and a little bit of chocolate. That's not counting snacks between meals.

I decided to cut all sugar, starting exercising and burning calories, so this wednesday I started the first day. I'm taking an apple or banana for breakbast (some sugar from fruits is ok) and stopped eating greasy food and eating so many pasta/pizza and taking more salads/chicken trimming the fat off, and stopped eating chocolate and sugar yogurts. Also not smearing the plate with bread.
With these changes, I have removed approximately 40 grams of added sugar per day in addition to fat.
Well, I also started exercising with dumbbells, both arms and legs, and doing cardio every other day, and in the afternoon I currently walk 40 minutes at 6km/h. I feel that I still have energy, but I have had a headache for two days, and I wake up with muscle soreness. In general, I feel like more tired and with a little sleep.
In the other hand, I feel less hungry, I feel fuller after eating and I don't feel like rushing to eat, so in that sense I'm happy, but I wonder what your symptoms were in the first few weeks? Does the body stabilize and do you feel good after a while?
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